Always on my mind.

So I guess that last point in my last "Pensieve entry" did have something to do with it all after all. …This headache is really going. I didn't see it because it was different from what I thought it should be; Different from the way I thought it felt. But even in the fact that it is very different from what it was before, it could still be the same feeling, no?
…Maybe I have just refused to see or acknowledge it because …well, I'll hold on to that.
Either way, I've heard that to love a person is a decision you make. And to some extent, I believe that is true. My rambling ends here. But as a reminder to me and food for thought for you:

1 Corinthians 13: 4 - 13.

⁴Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. ⁵It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. ⁶Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. ⁷It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
⁸Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. ⁹For we know in part and we prophesy in part, ¹⁰but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. ¹¹When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. ¹²Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.
¹³And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.